Thank U, Grandma

Finally, Grandma (my mum) 'contract' has been expired - she agree to babysit Jonathan till he is 3 years old . And, she happily back to my hometown and enjoy her 'Golden' year which I think she absolutely entitle for it.

"Thanks Mum, for your superb help throughout these year esp. in taking care of Jonathan for me"

Even tho it has been only 1 week that I handle my kids + work + housework alone by myself (of course, with the help from daddy - should praise him a bit), I find it really really tiring. And, how I wish my mum will volunteer to help me again.

The obvious part, is my Little Jonathan. He indeed do miss his grandma so much, that inital first few days, in several occasion, he will asked me where 'grandma' before he sleep, or immediate back from daycare, he will said "Mommy, I miss grandma. Where is grandma?" (It really make me feel so sad and helpless. This little boy do miss his grandma most). At one time, he will suddenly said "Mommy, I wan call grandma", and if I don't fulfill his wish, he will keep asked and asked, and please me.

To my surprise, when he talk to his grandma through phone, he seem like have 'adult' conversation. Telling grandma, what he did at school, eat, sleep, and even try to show grandma the craft that he did at school (by putting the picture at the phone - maybe, watching Barney too much; Barney always said " Use your imagination"). Or, maybe, he hint mommy and grandma to change handphone to 3G - where can do the sharing over the phone....

But, overall, I still manage to cope well with 2 kids + work + housework = and the happy part, the kids seem to grow up day by day, by having good relationship among themselves.....

Of course, in my heart, I still do wish grandma will change her mind and come back staying with me and kids after she bored with her life alone in my hometown. If she do came back, I will still continue with doing all housework + handling kids, and she just help me watch over Jonathan daily stuff...

"We really MISS you, Grandma"...